blows

I have virtually removed my online presence because of some mean people who have decided to plague me with abusive and harassing emails. They think because they have linked Evie to my real life persona that I should be worthy of their hate.

I am so tired of this now, i just don't have the strength to battle this and MS every day. When i was first diagnosed my whole life fell away and i all i wanted to do was fade quietly into the night. Ever since i have tried to live each new day in the sun but someone is blocking my view!

You may care to know that the time i spend as Evie is my release, my joy and i only really have a limited time left to be with her. The internet helped me find her and the internet is now helping to destroy her and i feel bereft by the dichotomy.

This is my last post, highs and lows - sighs and blows.
I will lock this blog in a bit, thanks for reading my ramblings and i am grateful for the friends i found.